Synthetics

Listening to: Tokio Hotel - Ich Bin Nich' Ich [Live]

Already, today seems pointless. One thing happened though.

<<< This.

As stunning and flawless as his face is, (thanks, Photoshop, but you know you got rid of his beauty mark too, *sniffle*), his hair... why, Bill, WHY?! I still don't like it.

040809

Listening to: Placebo - Running up that Hill

Today my computer decided to die on me, for a while. It wouldn't switch on. I freaked out. It eventually switched on by pressing some buttons, so I anti-virused it, and defragged it, whilst watching my Placebo DVD again. Then watched Romeo and Juliet, whichh I have to say is one of my favourite ever films, and plays. Yes, I am a Shakespeare loving nerd. 8-)

Since then I've been listening to Placebo for about 4 hours. They are my official favourite band now, after Tokio Hotel, but that's just a given.

As of now, I'm sat in bed, eating Waitrose vegetable crips, drinking milk, and going to go find something to read.

xox

030809

Watching - Placebo: Soulmates Never Die live in Paris DVD; Pure Morning

I actually have a valid reason for not blogging recently. I've been in Bristol, or rather Portishead, which is about fifteen minutes away from Bristol, but not many people know where that is. We went on Friday morning, and got back this afternoon, and I have to say, the car journeys there and back were atrocious. 4-5 hours, stuck in a car with 4 others, squashed, warm, uncomfy, next to people I didn't want to be next to (Ben...) Ugh, it s.u.c.k.e.d. Don't want to repeat that.

We didn't do anything on the Friday, just talked and recooperated. Then on the Saturday it rained, and we went to see Hatty Potter. It was actually pretty lame, although Draco and Ron looked pretty damn HOT. So that was okay. And David gave me jellybeans. :3

Sunday we went to Bristol for some silly Bristol harbourside festival. It was seriously lame. Didn't want to go at all, but we did. Weren't there too long, though, because it was really warm and really busy, and eventually the adults realised it was a bit crap too. So we went back to the house and had PIMM's. :) Sunday evening was a Sunday Roast, with veggie things for me instead. Hayley spent ages making sure no meat got on my plate, but as she was dishing up the gravy (which had bits of meat in it), she put it on my plate. : She didn't realise until it was too late, and I hadn't been paying any attention. She was like "Omg, I'm so sorry!" but couldn't do anything about it. Neither could I. So i was like "um, its okay, i'll pick it off..." not wanting to be a complete Jackass after she had just spent 2 hous slaving over our tea. So I had to be major careful when eating to pick all the little bits off, and trying to avoid the gravy. -___- Also whilst looking like I was okay, when I actually felt pretty sick. :/

Then me and Emily started pissing about in the room upstairs before we went to sleep, took silly pictures, when Philip came upstairs and told us to shut it. For some reason I took it really personally and got right upset, which pissed me off. I need to fucking grow some balls (in the non-literal sense...) because I let stuff get to me for no reason. I can't carry on getting pissed at stupid stuff like that for the rest of my life...

Whatever. When we got home my Placebo DVD (which I ordered on Thursday night) arrived, as did a shit load of scary college info, in the post. They gave me my enrollment interview on the day I asked for it not to be on, because on that day I'm (99%) going to be at LEEDS FEST :D so we had to change that.

Since then I've watched my DVD twice, fetched my doggie from the kennels, (who is feeling slightly ill, poor thing :[ ) and been on the computer. I'm so tired and achey from the car trip, so I doubt it'll be a late night tonight, and then tomorrow I'm doing absolutely nothing again. Fun, right? >:(

xox

New addition

Listening to: Aiden - Excommunicate

Few days no blog -- nothing has happened worth blogging about. Last night I stayed at Jess', and we got piercings. I got my nose, and she her tongue. It's dead gooood :)

Look closely, and behold:


xox

And more...

Listening to: Frauelin Wunder - Beiss Mich

New picture. Mixed feelings. Click to make bigger.



They've joined with Nokia, and are performing an acoustic set, along with a signing session, in Cologne on the 27th of August. Tickets can be won from August 3rd.

That's my results day. Not that I could have gone anyway, like... :(

xox

NEWS

Listening to: Tokio Hotel - Stich ins Glueck

Tom posted MORE new pictures, which made me a very, very, very happy fangirl this afternoon. (I finally figured out how to do thumbnails, so I don't have to make them small anymore and cancel down the amazingness. Click to make bigger.)



They're also performing an acoustic session in Germany at some point, with Nokia, which is awesome. I hope it's streamed or we're able to see it ~somehow~ :))

I cannot WAIT for this album. :D:D

xox

Was it a dream?

Listening to: Lights - Savior

I am so tired, although I have a more legitimate reason, this time. Well, I didn't go to sleep until about 4.30am this morning, thinking I would sleep until the afternoon like I did yesterday. However, that didn't happen when I had a dream/nightmare at half 11 this morning. I woke up crying and shaking.. :( I was on the school astro turf, doing laps in a PE lesson when I got called home, and I was there with my dad. Then something happened, and my dad had a heart attack, so I called 999 and the albulance guy did nothing. He was cracking jokes on the other end of the line whilst my dad was... dying. And then my sister came downstairs from having a shower and started crying all over him.

I don't like dreaming about my dad; they're always bad dreams, and they shouldn't be. :(

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Tokio Hotel's new album name has been released: "Humanoid", coming out in the first week of October. At least that brightened my day.

xox

The love of my life

Listening to: Lights - Drive My Soul



xox

New Addiction

Watching: Sex and the City

IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY.
Just in case you didn't know. I'm now 16 and it's gooooood.
I didn't get tonnes, but what I got was awesome. I got lots of money -- I'm loaded now xD --a Tokio Hotel necklace, a Winnie the Pooh bin (as a joke), and the entire series of Sex and the City. Umm... I'm already obsessed. I'd only ever seen the film before, and yesterday I watched it for almost 9 hours straight.

Went out last night, then Jodie and Abi came back here. We watched the first episode of Sex and the City because Abi wanted to, then watched Twilight, and then talked until 4am whilst I tweeted.

xox

One day

Listening to: Cinema Bizarre - She Waits for Me

Today, I decorated BUNS! It was too much fun, really. I was at it for about 2/3 hours. I made tonnes of mess, got icing sugar everywhere, and felt like I was 5 years old. Though, I must say, the buns don't look like they were decorated by a five year old ;) Here are 12 out of thr 37 (o_o) I did :D



I'm dead proud.

~

I had a disaster on Twitter, earlier. My account got suspended. I was like WTF I DID NOTHING. So sent a request as to why, and made a new one, because the site said it was a minimum of 30 days for submission. But then, half an hour later, when I'd started finding everyone, I get an email saying it was suspended because of a "temporary glitch". ¬_¬ Pft. Wasn't happy. But at least now I have my old account (+400 followers, favourite tweets, etc.) back, and have had a rather... amusing conversation with some looovely people tonight :D:D

xox

ps MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROOOWWWW :DD

:(

Listening to: LaFee - Halt Mich

Mood swings have got me in a vice today, I swear. I was in a good mood this morning, then it drooped around dinner, but then I was feeling okay earlier, and now I feel like crying. I think. I'm not quite sure. And I don't like it.

I've written lots, today, so I'm proud of myself. Other than that I've sat on my arse, and am now waiting for Big Brother at 10, because I'm one of the sad people who actually watch the rubbish.

xox

ps 4 days until my birthday

Comment disaster + The Countdown begins

Listening to: Tokio Hotel - An Deiner Seite (Ich Bin Da)

Sooo, today was college day. Last night was bad. After trying for days to get a reply from Kathryn (friend from Fishers who I was gonna go with..), and failing, and not having her number, mum ended up taking me. It was so daunting, being there by myself, but I've really gotta suck it up. I swear, I have chronic shyness or something, so I'm quite proud of myself for managing some time alone. Anyway, then I got lost and this teacher asked where I wanted to go, which was Psychology, and in there was two girls. I got talking to them, and then went with them for the rest of it. They were nice, and knew of/like Tokio Hotel, which was a bonus, and really rather surprising. One is taking Psychology & German, like me, so may be in my classes, which is alreet.

In all, the day was shit, pointless, and totally unnecessary. I got given some websites... that's it. Wasted an entire morning, and got up at twenty to fucking seven for nothing, really. Yeah, made some friends, and It hopefully won't be so daunting in September, but even so. Beside the point.

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Tom added comments to his blog... It's funny, it was literally only on the Sunday when he began it (I think), that I was thinking about how good it was without fangirling comments. Now, I can fangirl as much as the next obsessive, but there's a time and a place. And that place is not on Tom's blog, where he -- or crew, or other band member, or any one who actually blogs or whatever (if I'm being cynical) can see. There is physically only one decent comment per page (out of about 5000 comments... in one afternoon!!), saying the comments are a bad idea. Every other is like "Come to my country *insert name*" or "TOM I LOVE YOU" or "Tom, Tell Bill I love him!" Blah blah blah. And ip adresses can be seen, which is odd. And worrying.

I just hope they crash his computer or something, so they're forced to take them down. *evil* But seriously, even with 21000+ votes FOR comments, they should have known it would turn out exactly like this.

The only upside I can see, is that they may realise some more countries want them to visit. That is, if they ever see the comments with said countries in, anyway.

xox

ps 6 days until my birthday :D

Brief

Listening to: Katy Perry - I'm Still breathing

Earlier today I got bored and so took some pictures. Then was even more bored and edited some. This was my favourite:



Now, I'm gonna wait and watch skins, Twitter some more, and hopefully sleep before 3am. :)

xox

Oldies

Listening to: Guns 'n' Roses - Welcome to the Jungle
I fuckin' LOVE these guys (L!)

SO! Amiee did my banner :) And it's pretty. It's not up yet because It's too big. I hope you liiiike it :)!

I've suddenly just awoken so I'm not sleeping yet. Will probably read, maybe write, and continue to Twitter my head off like you can see over yonder >>>> :D

xox

Phobia

Listening to: Nevada Tan - Wegweiser

There is a spider in my room, no one is awake, and I'm freaking out. No sleep for me, unless it vanishes, or I pass out from exhaustion. I refuse to sleep with it there. I can't even close my curtains because I think it's attached to them =o This fear is getting ridiculous.

On a brighter note, Tom posted pictures of the G's today:


Cuuuute or what? *__* I hope Gustav's glasses are here to stay :)

And, on another brighter note, one of my lovely best friends Amiee ( http://amieewhitney.blogg.se/) is making me a blog header. Should be up tomorrow :)

xox

Moar :)

Listening to/Watching - La Roux - Bulletproof on Chattyman

Tom blogged new pictures of Bill:


He looks really skinny, but still, really nice. And for once, I don't mind his dreads. Not sure if that's because I actually like them now, or because I'm going through withdrawal of pictures.

Tom still looks hotter, though ;)

xox

BLOG

Listening to: Tokio Hotel - Wenn Nichts mehr Geht

God, they're always playing these days, no? XD FOR GOOD REASON

Sooo, long story short... Tom posted a video about his blog:

Then the blog began and it was lame, but then this picture arose:


and then he posted this:


Basically, for a Tom fan like me, It is heaven on the internet.
His blog is here: http://tokiohotel.com/us -- Click on 'Tom's Blog' at the bottom, and voila.

ENJOY :)!

xox

Change of plan

Listening to: All Time Low - Dear Maria, Count me in

Okay, so I'm not sleeping. I doezed off for about an hour but then re-awoke when I walked dog.

I began to melt in my room, so I actually ventured out it! O___O Scary stuff, innit?! I don't ahve the uber comfy recliners mum bought the other week, because I don't have a key for the garage (even though I complain time and time again about how we need another copy made... For times such as this!!) but I am OUTSIDE.



xox

Muede

Listening to: Tokio Hotel - Wo Sind Eure Haende?

I. am. knackered. Guess what I did last night? Pulled an online all-nighter with Jess. Seemed a good idea at the time, but now? Not so great. Spent the whole night making up words, on twitter, and spamming pictures. :D I don't quite know where the whole night went; it just... vanished.

So because of that, my plan of action today is to walk the dog and Sleep. If I don't sleep, then I'm gonna be one cranky person...

xox

Langweilig

Listening to: Tokio Hotel - Wo Sinde Eure Haende?

It is getting really hard to blog these days, because I do nothing of interest to talk about. Not that I ever really did before, but at least I could warble on about school, or exams or some shit no one cared about. Literally, what i do now is this: Wake up at half 9, walk the dog, shower, twitter/THUKST/THF/write, dinner if i'm hungry (and occasionally Loose Women), twitter/THUKST/THF/write, tea, twitter/THUKST/THF/Facebook/write, then sleep at like 2/3 am. Then repeat it all the next day. ALthough, I can say I'll be swapping that a bit tomorrow; mum has brought me some work to do to save her and Julie a job (she's partly a secratary-type-person). I have to write info. cards for all the little munchkins that will enter Batley Parish in september. Then she's gonna bring me the new registers to write out when they arrive. So that'll take up, gee, about an hour of a day. XD Also, the weather is KILLING me. I feel like I'm going to melt. D:

It's college taster day next Friday, and then my birthday the Friday after. I'm oddly excited about it, (my bday, not college day).

Until next time!
xox