Sunday, 3 May 2009
Paroles
Saturday, 2 May 2009
Aftermath
Rant
I hate living in this fucking house. I hate half the fucking people in it. Fucking fuck back off to fucking Toddy-town or wherever the fuck you come from and leave me alone. I fucking hate you both.
I want to go back to before everything.
I need brutal music. BMTH doesn't even cut it. Fucking shits.
I miss you so much.
xox
Wednesday, 29 April 2009
Nothing
Sunday, 26 April 2009
Song obsession
I've had this song on repeat so much lately. It's my new favourite song of the moment. They're actually amazing. Very "Band of my moment", I think ;D
As of now I'm currently doing oral questions for about the millionth time in my life. You'd think all the times I do them I'd know them by now... unfortuantely no such luck. My german oral is in.... 11 days, French in 16 or 17. Oh shit, thats not long. -Desperate mode-
I should have been in London yesterday, at the THUKST CherryJam fan party. Although, to be quite honest, from pictures it didn't look all that amazing. And i was talking to a friend who went last night about the people, and i'm not all that bothered i didn't go now. Not that i wouldn't have gone if i'd been able to, but I didn't miss much. London was too far away, and i have exams soon and no money to actually use to get to London, so that failed on an epic scale.
I will now go back to sticking post-its allover my walls, and trying to avoid faces. So far my wall looks like this, although there are abuot ten more post-its on now:
This is only the beginning. There are all my french ones left to go up yet... if there's space. D:
xox
Friday, 24 April 2009
Attics to Eden
Thursday, 23 April 2009
Update
I went into school today, because I'm such a nerd like that. It was kinda fun, I guess, I was with good people. So I was okay. Learnt something.
I'm bored now, with a Terry's chocolate orange from David because he's not a big fan of dark chocolate, whilst being confused by Will. Strange kid. Now he is accusing me of crying suring 'Saving Private Ryan'. I did not cry.
My friend is bugging me, and I barely even talk to them anymore. They copy things, and according to another friend they don't realise it, and it's just infuriating. Ahhh, stop stealing my ways of lifeeeee!
A friend from Scotland, who I've been speaking to for about a year if not more, probably more, is coming to see me in the summer holidays, I think! Woooo!
That is all.
Toodles.
Wednesday, 22 April 2009
Dreadlocks, please
TOM CHANGED HIS HAIR.
Well, we already knew that, and we ~kind of~ knew what he'd done by press/fan pictures. Now there's another fan/stalker picture, and, forgetting his hair, it's almost heartbreaking. He looks so stressed, upset, miserable, tired, I can't even imagine the hassle he's going through now. Poor boys.
This is his hair:
I'm sure it'll grow on me when we get real pictures and the boys are all better.
In other news I got sunburn doing maths revision, which is now stinging like mad. Just one random strip on my right arm, a small patch on my hip, and my face is a shiney pink. How lovely.
xox
Tuesday, 21 April 2009
'For What it's Worth'
Morning, all. I don't know why I'm up so early when I could still be sleeping. I woke up craving coffee, alas, here I am.
Placebo have a new songgg :D W
I loveeeee it.
For What It's Worth
Monday, 20 April 2009
The inevitable has arrived
Sunday, 19 April 2009
IT'S TODAY
Saturday, 18 April 2009
Oh, to look this good
Friday, 17 April 2009
Lame day
Listening to: Christina Stuermer - Scherbenmeer <3
I had a feeling when I woke up today that today would be lame. That feeling has proved correct. I can't concentrate for more than a minute to revise, so ive given up on that even though i shuoldn't. I've done shit all this past week. i feel guilty. I don't know what to do. I have a horrible feeling in my stomach, too, but I can't figure out if it's actually painful and hurting me or if its something else. It's just... there. Weird.
I went dress shopping AGAIN yesterday and it failed once more. The women in the shops have skulls so thick. They were trying to get me to wear huge big puffball, princess dresses and i told them i wouldn't. "It'll look better on, try it". 'kay, it might look better on, fair play, but if i don't like the design off i'm not going to ike it on so there would be no point trying it. I got home and we ordered some simpler, less-expensive and less-fancy ones off a website. You can send them back after, if you like, too., Mum did it for a wedding once, and it worked so we'll hope.
I got my new phone, used it during the morning and then took out the sim to get my contacts from my other phone. Put it back in and it's fucked so i'm getting another at some point next week. I'm not happy because I wanted it for Sunday so we'd have something to do in the queue and I would have a decent camera. Gutted.
Oh, I was a nerd and went to the library for the book mentioned below. They didn't have it, but they ordered it on for me. I should have it next week. Yay :)
2 days to Give it a Name: Incoming 2009
xox
Thursday, 16 April 2009
"Interview with the Vampire"
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
Oh, prom
Monday, 13 April 2009
The countdown begins
Sunday, 12 April 2009
After Lornas party
Funny, the guy at pizza hut looked like he was a guy missing from KOL :P
Ahh, my pictures below were too big, meh, i'm not resizing them :D
Lornas party was funnnn ;D Didn't really get to talk to most of the people that were there 'cause it was one huge long table so I couldn't speak to the others at the other end. So i spoke with the other Jess's and Jodie for most of the night. About suicide, blogs/diarys, mail man toms, lady gaga, and lot sof other strange things. :')
Welcome to my life ;D
xxx
