DER LETZTE TAG

Listening to: The Humour - Your Robot Dance is in Time

The title of this post is so very relevent. It was my last day in compulsory education today!

So many photos, although I don't have half of them yet. Here are the first few I haaaaave!:

With Jonny;

Mel & Bex;

Lauren;

Brodie;

ICT gang;

Music crew; kisses!;

xox

Nom nom

Listening to: Disco Ensemble - Bad Luck Charm

MY ORAL EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!

The world is off my shoulders, I can breaaaathe.

And become unhealthy, because my mum bought me a cake for getting through them ^_^ Lemon Drizzle; my faavourite. Love to the Mother :)

I don't think I did my best, because she said "It's definately a higher grade" as opposed to what she said last time "It's most likely an A". Damnit.

I want my A* overall, and if I get a B in my oral that's gonna be maaajor hard. I only want an A* in French. Come on, life, stop being a bitch and be nice for one subject, please.

A C would be nice in German, maybe a B if I push alllll my luck, and a B in history seeing as my coursework will bring me up a grade. :)

I took great pleasure in ripping all of the post-its on my wall down earler, too. Had to be careful not to rip the posters, though. And on Monday night I can take down my RE Keywords, which I still need to learn, and then everything bad is off my walls.

FRIDAY is my last day of year eleven. Then it's off to College, babyyyy!

Bring it.

xox

Curses

Listening to: Bullet For My Valentine - Scream Aim Fire

Paniking about tomorrow. Don't know half my questions now, and can't remember my presentation.

MERDE.

xox

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Listening to: Katy Perry - One of the Boys

Today was sad. The first day of my last week of my final year of highschool. If you got that. Everyone began writing in the "signing books" people are bringing in. It's rather sentimental. :) People say the nicest things. I felt the loooove.

I currently have a major headache, which I've had since about 10, and even with so many painkillers I've not been able to shift it, so this will be a short and sweet post until tomorrow.

xox

Close up

Listening to: The Maine - The Way We Talk

An upclose of Tom's new do:

I think I am actually IN love with his hair oO

xox

Oh, my Jesus

Listening to: Nirvana - Come as You Are

NEW PICTURE(s) OF THE KAULITZ TWINS.
I'm only posting one as the others have a weird-ass man in them.



Tom actually looks so hot. I love his new hair, now. Lovelovelove. And he has an ear piercing. And a new ring in his lip. And has dyed his hair & eyebrows to match.
And omg. I love him I love him I love him.

*fan girl moment*

Bill however, I'm still not feeling so much.

ENJOY!
xox

Deux chansons

Listening to: Kelly Clarkson - Long Shot

I have this song by Katy Perry, also, heh. Her version is better, I think, her voice is more suited to it. Although they're both good.

I downloaded (shh) Kelly Clarkson's new album today, and am currently in the process of listening to it. It's quite good, much better than her first album, well, most ofthe songs are better. Behind These Hazel Eyes is still my favourite from the first album. I must import that into my iTunes later on. :)

I finally wrote out all my french answers, using part of a Curly Wurly as a reward for when I finished one set. It must be said, I work a lot better with a chocolatey insentive. I surprised myself by knowing them better than I thought I did, or being able to make something up if I didn't know them, so maybe it's not out of this world to think I'll have them learnt for Wednesday.

Ben has two friends over, who keep staring at me. They're in year 10, so aged 14-15. Remember that Ben is 17, now. Although, I have to say, it's a step up from the 5-7 year olds he plays with on the estate. That is just perverted. He needs to grow up and find some friends of his own age. Seriously.

Umm, Right now I have nothing to do. I'm reading some shizz, and debating whether or not to go and get some more pizza from downstairs. ^_^

Au revoir :)

xox

Ah, fack

Listening to: Paramore - Hello Hello

I jinxed myself. Why, oh, why.

No Lady Gaga in June.

But not all hope is lost.

She told Paul O''Grady the Fame Ball Tour will arrive in the UK. I will hopefully go to that instead.

*did not jinx that*

GUTTED.

Now onto a day of French.

Je ne veux pas :(

xox

Baaah

Listening to: Forever the Sickest Kids - Breakdown

Gaga tickets still haven't come online yet. They were meant to, today. I'm peeved. I want them, already.

And, well, im not even thinking about the possibility they've already sold out.
Surely it would say so.

I will just keep checking. :(

xox

YAYAYAY

Listening to: Lady Gaga - Viva la Vida (Live Lounge)

Omg. 29th June, 09.

I AM (almost definately) SEEING LADY GAGA!!

With Amiee. For my birthday. In Manchester.

It's just a matter of buying tickets now.

I. am. SO. excited.

!!!1!!!!!!!!1

xox

Wonders

Listening to: Meg & Dia - Here, Here and Here

General puzzle:

I was walking my loveeeeely doggie tonight, right, and whilst I was out it amazed me how much owners are mean to their pets. I picked a really bad time to go out - there was like 6 other dogs on the field - and other than about two of them, the others were being pulled one way, then the other, really harshly.

It just made me think. I wouldn't dare do that to my Bob. Maybe a light tug to let him know we're moving on, but never a full on yank!

Like one woman/man (I actually couldn't tell) was tugging her dog so hard it could move more than maybe ten centimetres away from her leg at all. It's awful.

/General puzzle.

It's the weekend. Wooooo!

More later, jeunes :)

xox

The worst is over

Listening to: Placebo - Black-Eyed

MY GERMAN ORAL IS FINISHED. I CAN FORGET ALL MY STUPID QUESTIONS.

I got decent ones asked; Personal Relationships and Education like I wanted. But then a couple of the Environments which weren't so hot with me. I managed. Fucked up a few word order rules out of nervousness, and reworded half my answers but its over.

I must have been shaking so bad because I now ache positively everywhere, and am so relieved I could actually cry.

I have to say, the teacher was WELL impressed with me. To quote: "It's all downhill now", because apparently her class are, well, sheisse. ;)

Now only 50 French ones to learn, but they shouldn't be too bad. I can ad-lib those if needs must.

xox

Deutsch

Hoer dir das an: Frauelin Wunder - Mein Herz ist Gift fuer Dich

Oh mein Gott. Ich habe Angst ueber meine Deutschpruefung, Morgen! Ich denke, dass ich nicht fertig bin.

Oh dear.

Das ist alles, Heute.

Wuenschen mir Glueck(?)!!

Auf Wiedersehen.

xox

Guh...

Listening to: Meg & Dia - Monster (again)

Jess came over yesterday, and we had a Tokio Hotel day. It was awesome. Spent the day drooling over Tom. Heh, was veeerry nice, indeed. ;)

41 hours until my German oral. The countdown is now in hours, not days. I'm scared I'm gonna freeze up and forget everything because I get major nervous. Shiiiiite, or rather, Sheeeeiisse.

I haven't even begun learning my French.

Je suis intelligente ^o)

xox

Fashion against aids

Listening to: Tokio Hote - Durch den Monsun

Okay, so H&M have this "Fashion Against Aids" thing going, where stars/bands design a shirt/hoodie/similar and 25% or so of the profits go to charity. Tokio Hotel are in on this; here they are modelling their shirt. It says "Rock Hard, F*** Safe (apparently the *'s are mini TH symbols, too ;D)

Apart from Bill's hair, which I think looks a little daft down (up, I don't mind it), they look so hot.

The twins have definately got competition now. Gustav has cut his hair and with his glasses he look extremely cute, and Georg has lost some chubby-ness (not that he had much) and now looks very handsome. Bill looks good if I ignore his hair, and Tom looks a little out of it, and his hair looks a little uncared for (but he's changed it now, so what's it matter? ]:)

So yeah. Mmmmm, this will tide me over a little longer. :)

xox

The best day of my life

Listening to: Tokio Hotel - Heilig

I'm reminiscing the best day of my life. This is Claire's video on youtube of Liverpool EMA's, when Tokio Hotel came outside to give us autographs, even though they were meant to go out the back!



At 0:18, the "thank you!" is me, and when you hear someone say "Omg jess you're gonna love this" at about 0:30, that is me and my friend having a conversation. I was next to the person with the glove, so this is pretty much like the view I had.
...I can't remember it, though. I got starstruck D:


And then, another video, just because it is amazing. It is the best thing I have ever seen in my entire life. Tom and Bill Kaulitz's Stepdad's band, Fatun. Video: Meine Stadt:

xox

Hmm.

Listening to: Lafee - Heul Doch [Live]

I'm not sure about these pictures. I have too much foundation on, me thinks.

xox

Paroles

Listening to: Lafee - Little Princess

I lovelovelove these English versions. They're not all that good, they are just hilariously funny!

To amuse me for the morning i'm posting some of my favourite lyrics:

Shut up, shut up!

I’m sick and tired of your wimpy-ass bullshit

-Shut up

Come on and get your hot ass over here

Hey you in the Corner

Are you watin for your movement in Time?

Hey you in the Corner

Too bad it might have passed you by

Hey you in the CornerSay is your ass glued to the wall?

-Come on

Dad: I don't understand a word you say, I'm your father, you better stay!

LaFee: I can't stand your bitchin' and moanin' no more. I'm outta here, I've gotta go

Dad: Who the hell do you think you are? Do as i say, hey, I'm talkin' to ya!

LaFee: Let me , let me go!

-Set me Free

Little princess got it made

With your million dollar face

Yes, you're hot and daddy's rich

But you're one shallow bimbo bitch

Little Princess you da bomb

Your priorities gone wrong

Everybody joins your dance, just to get inside your pants

-Little Princess

I wish you would have scabies

I wish you had a nail right through your head

The way you tried to play me you deserve no other way

I wish you would have scabies

I wish your dirty ass would rot in hell

The way you tried to play me I am gonna make you pay

I wish you would have scabies

-Scabies

Hot! No, she's not

No, she ain't got what I got

No, she ain't hot

That girl ain't hot and you know she's not

She ain't got what I got

No, she ain't hot

-Hot

See? They are incredible. But, saying that, there are a couple of lyrics that are rather nice. I think I find it so funny because, compared to the German songs, the lyrics are so obvious in their meanings, whereas in the German ones they're not.

And they said "she ain't too smart

She ain't got what it takes, this girl is bound to fail"

I almost bought that shit but I ain't gonna quit

-Now's the Time

But I have to find myself on my own

It was good while it lasted, but now I am past it

-Set me Free

She ain't got no questions

So scared of the answers

-Lonley Tears

Do you wish you had back

What you once had?

You don't know

What you got until it's gone bad

-Hot

So yeah. That has amused me finding those this morning. Let me just say, however, that I still love the woman and the band, just with a preference to her German songs. :D

Jess is coming over today or tomorrow, and we will be having a Tokio Hotel day, meaning that we will be watching all the dvd's (or as many as we have time for) and just blatantly being fan-girly. It should be gooooood. I need to get dressed, but I cba. Pyjamas are so much comfier.

Eeek, long post. I'm going now :)

Tschuess!

xox

Aftermath

Listening to: Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams

I've calmed down a bit now. I have no idea why I got so aggitated earlier, stuff like that happens all the time here. I bitched at Ben for a decent reason, and David had a go at me. I got upstairs, had a good cry (although it wasn't all that good, because i didn't want to make any noise and attract mother's attention from across the hall), read for a bit and fell asleep. Woke up at tea time.

They chose to have a BBQ. It's freezing. And a veggie having a BBQ isn't that easy. Mum put some fish on for me, and i filled my plate with potato salad, instead.

I'm still ticked off now, partly at that, partly at my friend, and I'm tired, wanting to go back to sleep again but if I do I'll be awake until all hours of the morning.

I now have a beer and intend on finding something to keep me occupied for the night.

Bon soir :)

xox

Rant

Listening to: Bring me the Horizon - Chelsea Smile

I hate living in this fucking house. I hate half the fucking people in it. Fucking fuck back off to fucking Toddy-town or wherever the fuck you come from and leave me alone. I fucking hate you both.

I want to go back to before everything.

I need brutal music. BMTH doesn't even cut it. Fucking shits.

I miss you so much.

xox