Listening to: Killerpilze - Der Moment
I am so tired. I feel like I may just collaspse... well, I would if i was standing. Which I'm not. It's partly my own fault, though. Didn't get to sleep until at least 5 am... See, I went to leave the computer at half 2, got all cosy in bed and the dog barked and wanted to go out. So having to get un-comfy, go downstairs and have bright lights shining on me re-woke me a bit, and then couldn't sleep. And then about 4 I just couldn't sleep. Was too warm and... not wanting sleep. I think I eventually passed out from tiredness and woke again at half 8. Lovely.
Walking the dog after there was some strange guy who watched me all the way around the field, and he was bending down, and took his shirt off and all sorts. Was pretty scary stuff.
On Saturday I kind of blew my friends off... I was gonna sleep at someone's house with a bunch of other people, but really couldn't be arsed. It was my grandad's birthday though, so it wasn't all my fault. Had a bit of the day with him. They're also going bowling today. They went out on Thursday during the day. And Friday. And they all specifically know I can't go anywhere during the day because I can't get there or back as my mum works, and I live no where near any of them. There aren't many buses I can work, and I'm not wasting £2 on bus fare when I'm trying to save up. They're all of a sudden planning all of these things; it's like "Oooh we've left school, we're gonna lost contact, lets do EVERY SHITTING THING TOGETHER!!" oh shut up. You won't lose contact. Well, at least that's what it seems like. They never used to try do this much stuff. Maybe it's just me, because I don't wanna go to half of them...
On a brighter note, I'm 16 in 18 days. :D:D:D I think I'm going to an Italien or something, then have a few friends back to mine. I have no idea who I'm inviting yet. I also keep meaning to bring up the "nose piercing" subject to mother again, but It'll be like telling her for the first time as she will have forgotten when I last told her, like, last October or something... Hmm. Might wait till after my bday for that, so then she technically can't stop me... I'll figure something out.
Today I'm gonna sleep, write (hopefully..), tweet and not move from my bed other than for the toilet and food. :D
xox
Monday 29 June 2009
Thursday 25 June 2009
Ooops
Listening to: Lady Gaga - Paparazzi
Okay I know, no blog. You'll live.
Last friday was prom. Was better than I thought, didn't like wearing my dress or anything, but it was fun. I'd post pictures but they're really big and i can't be bothered re-sizing them. There's a bunch on my facebook if you want to see: http://facebook.com/jess5377
Anyway. I saw Elliot Minor on Tuesday night. I got told on Monday that my friend put me on the guestlist for their show. It was a free, warmup show at the Cockpit, guestlist only. So they played songs twice and stuff. Photos:
Alex got dared by Ed to play a solo with a beer can on his head:
He failed and it went all over him and the floor.
Then we all hijacked the stage at the end, and the band went into the audience area! View from the stage:
And when standing next to Dan on the stage:
And then of course we met them and took photos.
With Alex:
With Ali, I got two because the first was really smoky:
With Dan:
With Ed:
And finally, with Teddy:
xox
Okay I know, no blog. You'll live.
Last friday was prom. Was better than I thought, didn't like wearing my dress or anything, but it was fun. I'd post pictures but they're really big and i can't be bothered re-sizing them. There's a bunch on my facebook if you want to see: http://facebook.com/jess5377
Anyway. I saw Elliot Minor on Tuesday night. I got told on Monday that my friend put me on the guestlist for their show. It was a free, warmup show at the Cockpit, guestlist only. So they played songs twice and stuff. Photos:
Alex got dared by Ed to play a solo with a beer can on his head:
He failed and it went all over him and the floor.
Then we all hijacked the stage at the end, and the band went into the audience area! View from the stage:
And when standing next to Dan on the stage:
And then of course we met them and took photos.
With Alex:
With Ali, I got two because the first was really smoky:
With Dan:
With Ed:
And finally, with Teddy:
xox
Sunday 21 June 2009
Wednesday 17 June 2009
Fucked off
Listening to: Tokio Hotel - An Deiner Seite (Ich bin Da)
I am so fucked off right now, which is why I have this song playing on repeat. Will probably boost the play count up a good 50 times. Usually acts as a calming-down-method.
Today has been shitty so far. Done nothing, except twenty minutes of science, and read. The only good thing (for us, not them) was there have been some supposed songs from TH's new album leaked. They're really, really good, and it sounds like it's Bill singing, but who know's if they're legit. I hope they are, I love them.
xox
I am so fucked off right now, which is why I have this song playing on repeat. Will probably boost the play count up a good 50 times. Usually acts as a calming-down-method.
Today has been shitty so far. Done nothing, except twenty minutes of science, and read. The only good thing (for us, not them) was there have been some supposed songs from TH's new album leaked. They're really, really good, and it sounds like it's Bill singing, but who know's if they're legit. I hope they are, I love them.
xox
Tuesday 16 June 2009
Common Dreads
Listening to: Enter Shikari - Step Up
I just finally managed to get hold of their new album, 'Common Dreads', after putting out an 'ad' on facebook. Managed to get an old friend to send me it, and i'm only three songs in, but I already love it. The lyrics are a bit political, but when I watched their interview at GIAN I knew that already. I can't wait to see them at leeds fest. I'm so gonna pay more attention to them there than I did at GIAN; I was tired after The Blackout to pay loads of attention. And besides, I had silly merch men taking photo's of me :')
As usual, I've done nothing today. Watched TV for 4 hours, then read. Then read something else that I stole from mum, which I've already gotten too much into after half an hour. Will probably go read some of that again after this album plays. Or, read it and move my laptop so I can still reach the headphones into the socket so i can lie down and read... I'll figure it out. Another two days of nothing to come, but I must begin science revision. I meant to start today, but never did... Ah well. This science module is pretty easy.
Night night
xox
I just finally managed to get hold of their new album, 'Common Dreads', after putting out an 'ad' on facebook. Managed to get an old friend to send me it, and i'm only three songs in, but I already love it. The lyrics are a bit political, but when I watched their interview at GIAN I knew that already. I can't wait to see them at leeds fest. I'm so gonna pay more attention to them there than I did at GIAN; I was tired after The Blackout to pay loads of attention. And besides, I had silly merch men taking photo's of me :')
As usual, I've done nothing today. Watched TV for 4 hours, then read. Then read something else that I stole from mum, which I've already gotten too much into after half an hour. Will probably go read some of that again after this album plays. Or, read it and move my laptop so I can still reach the headphones into the socket so i can lie down and read... I'll figure it out. Another two days of nothing to come, but I must begin science revision. I meant to start today, but never did... Ah well. This science module is pretty easy.
Night night
xox
Monday 15 June 2009
Rodrigo
Watching: Big Brother
As I believe I have already said, I love Rodrigo from this series; he's so cute and nice and friendly, and, as a bonus, he is foreign, which means he has an accent, and he speaks broken english, which i actually love.
Not a lot has happened over the past few days. I've mooched about, wrote something for Jess' birthday, which she loved, thank god <3, and drunk so much tea it's unbelieveable. I've always been a coffee person, and I had one cuppa tea at the hairdressers and since I've had ONE cup of coffee. It probably doesn't seem like much to other people, but it's really freaking me. I'm also still living off salad and pasta, so yummy.
Also, as i've previously mentioned, I have prom on friday, and I'm dreading it. I had a dream that it was going to be a disaster, so now I'm panicked. I also dreamt, last night, about college, and it was like a boarding school, and someone from THUKST was there as my roommate, and there were 3 rooms on our floor and we were all in one room to watch tv and it was late at night and i needed a shower and didn't want one and there were disney-style cups in the bathroom with lyrics from "Ring Frei" by LaFee on them, because I was taking German there... Soooo weird. But then, my dreams always are. :/
xox
As I believe I have already said, I love Rodrigo from this series; he's so cute and nice and friendly, and, as a bonus, he is foreign, which means he has an accent, and he speaks broken english, which i actually love.
Not a lot has happened over the past few days. I've mooched about, wrote something for Jess' birthday, which she loved, thank god <3, and drunk so much tea it's unbelieveable. I've always been a coffee person, and I had one cuppa tea at the hairdressers and since I've had ONE cup of coffee. It probably doesn't seem like much to other people, but it's really freaking me. I'm also still living off salad and pasta, so yummy.
Also, as i've previously mentioned, I have prom on friday, and I'm dreading it. I had a dream that it was going to be a disaster, so now I'm panicked. I also dreamt, last night, about college, and it was like a boarding school, and someone from THUKST was there as my roommate, and there were 3 rooms on our floor and we were all in one room to watch tv and it was late at night and i needed a shower and didn't want one and there were disney-style cups in the bathroom with lyrics from "Ring Frei" by LaFee on them, because I was taking German there... Soooo weird. But then, my dreams always are. :/
xox
Saturday 13 June 2009
Expanse
Listening to: The Academy Is... - Checkmarks
You know what bugs me? When you sleep funny and then wake up with the most absurd pain. That happened to me last night; my neck is killing me and I can't look to the left. Nice, no?
I have absolutely nothing to do today. I feel like I'm going to go insane by the end of these holidays. I have one exam left, and then nothing to do. There's one day in when I'm at college, a week after my birthday, Party in the Park, then holiday in August -- that is if my mum can get me there; at the moment i'm refusing to go on a plane because of the accidents there have been -- and after Leeds festival for a day. Apart from those 4/5 things, I have nothing to occupy around ten weeks with. I need a job, but no one wants school leavers. Doh.
I get to decorate my room, though, too. Still not sure of the colour I want it. Ideas are welcomed.
xox
You know what bugs me? When you sleep funny and then wake up with the most absurd pain. That happened to me last night; my neck is killing me and I can't look to the left. Nice, no?
I have absolutely nothing to do today. I feel like I'm going to go insane by the end of these holidays. I have one exam left, and then nothing to do. There's one day in when I'm at college, a week after my birthday, Party in the Park, then holiday in August -- that is if my mum can get me there; at the moment i'm refusing to go on a plane because of the accidents there have been -- and after Leeds festival for a day. Apart from those 4/5 things, I have nothing to occupy around ten weeks with. I need a job, but no one wants school leavers. Doh.
I get to decorate my room, though, too. Still not sure of the colour I want it. Ideas are welcomed.
xox
Thursday 11 June 2009
Afterwards
Listening to: Cobra Starship - Angie
I totally screwed up my history exam this morning. The questions were nasty and I know that i've done rubbish. But for some reason, I don't actually care that much... just NO MORE HISTORY EVER AGAIN. That is making me so happy right now. :D
I've been naughty today, though. For the past few weeks, I've been really good with what I've eaten. For some reason I've not been hungry much, and when I've eaten I've only had pasta or salad. That's all I seem to want to eat at the moment. But tonight, mum brought home another cake for me xD I've had two slices of that, like, 4 (really tiny) muffins and a drumstick lolly. It's not that much, but compared to what I've been consuming I feel really rather sick now. :/ Gutted.
Tonight I'm gonna watch a bit of BB, and just sleep when I feel like it because I have nothing to do until next friday now. I'm gonna have a lovely week off, me thinks.
Oh! and Sam uploaded that article, which me and Amiee wrote! Check it out here:
http://germany-today.co.uk/06/11/tokio-hotel-tokio-hotel-official-uk-street-team/
xox
I totally screwed up my history exam this morning. The questions were nasty and I know that i've done rubbish. But for some reason, I don't actually care that much... just NO MORE HISTORY EVER AGAIN. That is making me so happy right now. :D
I've been naughty today, though. For the past few weeks, I've been really good with what I've eaten. For some reason I've not been hungry much, and when I've eaten I've only had pasta or salad. That's all I seem to want to eat at the moment. But tonight, mum brought home another cake for me xD I've had two slices of that, like, 4 (really tiny) muffins and a drumstick lolly. It's not that much, but compared to what I've been consuming I feel really rather sick now. :/ Gutted.
Tonight I'm gonna watch a bit of BB, and just sleep when I feel like it because I have nothing to do until next friday now. I'm gonna have a lovely week off, me thinks.
Oh! and Sam uploaded that article, which me and Amiee wrote! Check it out here:
http://germany-today.co.uk/06/11/tokio-hotel-tokio-hotel-official-uk-street-team/
xox
Panic
Listening to: NOTHING oO
I am trying to cram in some last minute History revision, and feel like I am failing epically. I know little bits of everything, but not enough to answer big questions on it and gaaah. It will all be over by 20 past 3. Then no more History. ever. That fact is the only thing keeping me sane.
Wish me luck.
xox
I am trying to cram in some last minute History revision, and feel like I am failing epically. I know little bits of everything, but not enough to answer big questions on it and gaaah. It will all be over by 20 past 3. Then no more History. ever. That fact is the only thing keeping me sane.
Wish me luck.
xox
Wednesday 10 June 2009
Reflection
Watching: Big Brother
So I redid my blog. Still no header. I wish I could use photoshop :(
Had my french exam today. Oh mannn, compared to all the past papers i've ever done (in whicih I've got A's and A*'s), this one was really hard. I don't think I've done fantastically, but then again I don't think i've done that bad. I'll just have to hope that the Listening and other components bring up my mark a bit. I then went to the hairdressers and got my hair dyed PURPLEEEE but didn't end up going to Batley Parish. I couldn't be bothered and just went straight home on the bus. Got stared at by old people, yada yada. The usual crap.
Today I wrote my part for the Germany_Today article thing. I'm now waiting on Amiee to write her part, which needs doing preferably tonight... It was so fun writing it, if i'm honest. It was different to normal writing that I do (ha ha... *cough*), more journalistic type, but I enjoyed a change. Maybe that's gonna become a new hobby... not that I could just journalist write everything. Confusing, but I know what I mean. Speaking of usual writing, I have one to do in a few days for something special. *secret grin* no more said at the moment.
Not a lot else to say. I'm watching Big Brother right now, and even though It's only been on about a week or so, I'm addicted to it already. I'm not usually a big fan of reality TV, i think it's brainwashing and silly, but I like BB. Rodrigo has to be the cutest person that has ever been on the show. I just wanna cuddle him and make him talk constantly in his beyond amazing accent and broken english because I have a fetish for it. XD I already have the inkling that he may win, or be in the final, depending on who else comes into the house because people surely will. I can sleep in in the morning, History is in the afternoon, so I can stay up and watch it :)
xox
My hair doesn't look purple in this picture. But it is. The lighting in my room is just shockingly bad. :)
So I redid my blog. Still no header. I wish I could use photoshop :(
Had my french exam today. Oh mannn, compared to all the past papers i've ever done (in whicih I've got A's and A*'s), this one was really hard. I don't think I've done fantastically, but then again I don't think i've done that bad. I'll just have to hope that the Listening and other components bring up my mark a bit. I then went to the hairdressers and got my hair dyed PURPLEEEE but didn't end up going to Batley Parish. I couldn't be bothered and just went straight home on the bus. Got stared at by old people, yada yada. The usual crap.
Today I wrote my part for the Germany_Today article thing. I'm now waiting on Amiee to write her part, which needs doing preferably tonight... It was so fun writing it, if i'm honest. It was different to normal writing that I do (ha ha... *cough*), more journalistic type, but I enjoyed a change. Maybe that's gonna become a new hobby... not that I could just journalist write everything. Confusing, but I know what I mean. Speaking of usual writing, I have one to do in a few days for something special. *secret grin* no more said at the moment.
Not a lot else to say. I'm watching Big Brother right now, and even though It's only been on about a week or so, I'm addicted to it already. I'm not usually a big fan of reality TV, i think it's brainwashing and silly, but I like BB. Rodrigo has to be the cutest person that has ever been on the show. I just wanna cuddle him and make him talk constantly in his beyond amazing accent and broken english because I have a fetish for it. XD I already have the inkling that he may win, or be in the final, depending on who else comes into the house because people surely will. I can sleep in in the morning, History is in the afternoon, so I can stay up and watch it :)
xox
My hair doesn't look purple in this picture. But it is. The lighting in my room is just shockingly bad. :)
Tuesday 9 June 2009
090609
Listening to: Cobra Starship - Smile for the Paparazzi
I've just read something, and Jesus, some people take petty things too seriously. Just get over it, and yourself, already.
In other news, on Twitter this morning/afternoon, me, and three or so others were asked by Germany_Today to write something about the Tokio Hotel UK Street Team for their website! They're doing a special on Tokio Hotel because people (including me) asked them! Check it out here: http://germany-today.co.uk/ That should be good. But because of that I haven't done much History revision. I'll have to finish it tomorrow night/Thursday morning before Thursday afternoon.
Tomorrow is french, easy peasy, then I'm having my hair dyed and then I'm going to Batley Parish for the afternoon. Then may be going to B&Q to find some paint for my rooooom. It's being redecorated... meaning I'm getting rid of a load of posters :( NOT ALL OF THEM. So I will have lots spare to sell/give away. There's a fortune on my walls, seriously.
My mum won't be in until late tonight because she's visiting my Grandma in hospital. :( This sounds really bad, but it doesn't affect me much. It didn't affect me when my grandad, or when my other grandma passed away (not that this Grandma has been said to be on the way to :S). I think because I had to deal with my Dad, nothing else can compare to that feeling, so they just seem second to nothing...
On that note i'm leaving.
xox
ps i'm no longer going to center my posts. i always forget, so let's not bother.
I've just read something, and Jesus, some people take petty things too seriously. Just get over it, and yourself, already.
In other news, on Twitter this morning/afternoon, me, and three or so others were asked by Germany_Today to write something about the Tokio Hotel UK Street Team for their website! They're doing a special on Tokio Hotel because people (including me) asked them! Check it out here: http://germany-today.co.uk/ That should be good. But because of that I haven't done much History revision. I'll have to finish it tomorrow night/Thursday morning before Thursday afternoon.
Tomorrow is french, easy peasy, then I'm having my hair dyed and then I'm going to Batley Parish for the afternoon. Then may be going to B&Q to find some paint for my rooooom. It's being redecorated... meaning I'm getting rid of a load of posters :( NOT ALL OF THEM. So I will have lots spare to sell/give away. There's a fortune on my walls, seriously.
My mum won't be in until late tonight because she's visiting my Grandma in hospital. :( This sounds really bad, but it doesn't affect me much. It didn't affect me when my grandad, or when my other grandma passed away (not that this Grandma has been said to be on the way to :S). I think because I had to deal with my Dad, nothing else can compare to that feeling, so they just seem second to nothing...
On that note i'm leaving.
xox
ps i'm no longer going to center my posts. i always forget, so let's not bother.
Monday 8 June 2009
The finish line is in sight
Listening to: Coldplay - Fix You
On a first note, it has come to my attention that my blog is boring in appearance. Maybe in content too, but that's up to you ,) Anyone wanna make me a header? :D
Anyway. For some reason I keep abandoning my blog for days on end. I never have much to say, or if I do i can never be bothered because i'm such a lazy arse. I really need to stop it. I shall try get back into the swing of blogging at least once a day like I used to.
I have the house to myself todaaaay :D I love study leave. Although, 2 and a bit months of it is going to drive me insane. Especially if my computer keeps fucking up. This mornign it froze twice, did it a few times last night so I had to resart it. It froze whenever I did something on itunes. So i re-loaded it for a third time, and then uninstalled a few programmes, along with Itunes. Then reinstalled itunes and it ~seems~ to be working okay now. :) My internet also keep fluffing, which it has just done this very minute. I hate TISCALI. nname dropping. never use it.
*Pause*
Okay, restarted the box. It's back. Anyway, yes.
My plans for today are to have dinner in half an hour, watch the Loose Women :D but then I have to get the bus to town to meet mother because I have a dentist's appointment. :( :( I don't wanna goooo. I should do some History revision but i can't be bothered. I'll do it tomorrow, as I have nothing to do all day. Exam is on thursday.
THREE LEFT. I cannot actually wait until the end of them. Or for prom to be over, if I'm honest. It's all people talk about now, and I'm sick of it. *does not want to wear a dress* I've also been forced into doing the offetry in the mass before hand (stupid Catholic school ¬¬ ) but the thing is... i don't believe, i don't like being infront of people, i will be in a dress and heels, and i had no say in the matter. I'm not happy about it. Because two of my friends were in charge of the mass, it's mostly our 'group' of friends involved, mostly because not many others wanted to help out. Of course, i got dragged into it.
Goodbye for now.
xox
Which is me?
On a first note, it has come to my attention that my blog is boring in appearance. Maybe in content too, but that's up to you ,) Anyone wanna make me a header? :D
Anyway. For some reason I keep abandoning my blog for days on end. I never have much to say, or if I do i can never be bothered because i'm such a lazy arse. I really need to stop it. I shall try get back into the swing of blogging at least once a day like I used to.
I have the house to myself todaaaay :D I love study leave. Although, 2 and a bit months of it is going to drive me insane. Especially if my computer keeps fucking up. This mornign it froze twice, did it a few times last night so I had to resart it. It froze whenever I did something on itunes. So i re-loaded it for a third time, and then uninstalled a few programmes, along with Itunes. Then reinstalled itunes and it ~seems~ to be working okay now. :) My internet also keep fluffing, which it has just done this very minute. I hate TISCALI. nname dropping. never use it.
*Pause*
Okay, restarted the box. It's back. Anyway, yes.
My plans for today are to have dinner in half an hour, watch the Loose Women :D but then I have to get the bus to town to meet mother because I have a dentist's appointment. :( :( I don't wanna goooo. I should do some History revision but i can't be bothered. I'll do it tomorrow, as I have nothing to do all day. Exam is on thursday.
THREE LEFT. I cannot actually wait until the end of them. Or for prom to be over, if I'm honest. It's all people talk about now, and I'm sick of it. *does not want to wear a dress* I've also been forced into doing the offetry in the mass before hand (stupid Catholic school ¬¬ ) but the thing is... i don't believe, i don't like being infront of people, i will be in a dress and heels, and i had no say in the matter. I'm not happy about it. Because two of my friends were in charge of the mass, it's mostly our 'group' of friends involved, mostly because not many others wanted to help out. Of course, i got dragged into it.
Goodbye for now.
xox
Which is me?
Saturday 6 June 2009
Drained
Listening to: Kelly Clarkson - All I ever wanted
Once again, no blog for a while. I apologize. I am just so tired at the minute I can't seem to want to do anything. I didn't think exams would take so much out of me, but they have. But whatever. I don't want to talk about exams,.. except that I completed my German ones yesterday and i only have THREE LEFT.
Today the weather is shit, which is bringing my already bad mood down some more, and I want to just curl up in bed but my back aches from being laid down for X hours already, so that's a nono. Bad times.
In other news I saw the video of Joe Jonas dancing to Beyoncé's Single Ladies, and am now fully distrubed.
Laters
xox
Tuesday 2 June 2009
020609
Listening to: Kaiser Chiefs - Oh my God
Had my first English Language paper, today. It was booooring! Had to write about Global Warming for the best part of two hours. How riveting. Yesterday was maths, which was actually okay. In comparison to the first paper, anyway. At first I had no idea about any of the questions, but then all the answers seemed to attack me in the last 20 minutes! Hahaha. But omg
NO MORE MATHS. EVER AGAIN.
Soooo happy.
History is Tomorrow. I'm so gonna fail. :') But it's only History, I'm not fussed.
I'm at school all of tomorrow and thursday; tomorrow is History & french listening, and then thursday is science and english paper 2. It's gonna be stifling it the weather keeps up, though I don't want it to. I don't like too much sun, and it's just too hot for exams.
Cancel the lot of them! Please and Thankyou.
As for now I have nothing else left to say. May blog later.
xox
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