Happy birthday, Georg!!

Listening to: Youmeatsix - Jealous minds think alike

Georg from Tokio Hotel turns 22 today; he's getting old!



Alles gute zum Geburtstag! :D

I'm sure I have failed today's maths mock, although I am feeling alright about the English one, tomorrow. Though Now i've said that I'm going to get awful questions and will get a lame mark.

Talking with Martta, I just realised my first exam is 5 weeks today.
Oh mein Gott.

28th August 2009

Listening to: Placebo - Drag

So, the line up for Leeds and Reading festivals came out today. Me and Goodman were talking about wanting to go to Leeds, she the Friday mostly and me the Sunday mostly.

Here is the line up:

http://www.leedsfestival.com/#lineup

Then, all of a sudden she goes... OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG about 50 times

and then....

MY DAD BOUGHT TICKETS FOR FRIDAY.

so she has two tickets for LEEDS FEST!!!!!!

AND I GET THE OTHER ONE!!!!

For free. It's amazing.

I love her father.

I am in such a good mood right now.

Material things and all, but tbh I'm in too good of a mood to care at all.

:D

Monsun Fanzine

Listening to: Linkin Park - What I've Done

Okay so the revision/coursework thing didn't really work. I did about 30/40 minutes of maths, but I did do just over two sides of history... then I got distracted by issue #3 of Monsun.

http://www.monsunmagazin.com/

It took up a good 45 minutes, and now I'm not doing anymore. It's only a maths mock and I have two hours in lesson to finish my coursework tomorrow.

Although now I have nothing to do...

Procrastination

Listening to: Mayday Parade - Champagne's for celebrating (I'll have a martini)

Last night was really fun. I'm tired now (the hour difference isn't helping), and I swear they took so many pictures. The camera flash was going off all the time! Haha. I'll put some up here whenever the others upload them. :)

I am now trying to do some maths revision, and then I have history coursework to do. It's not going very well. I want to go back to bed. Or sit and read, which is looking very nice at the moment. But I can't. Not yet.

Wish me luck.

Graduation

Listening to: Tokio Hotel - Ready, Set, go!

I went to Harrogate today, because my mum picked up her offical Degree from the Open University. It was nice for her, although kinda boring, but me and Emily were being "sly" with my iPod on during the ceremony. I also spotted rather a few golf shops.

I'm currently getting ready to go out now, and, after my mum told me that "because it's a night out" i should wear such and such a top, even though it is rather revealing. Nice one, mum ,)

I have to spend some of my saved up money for my hoodie though :( Unless I can wrangle some from mum... hmm. I will try.

Tschuess! :)

Contemplating

Listening to - Killerpilze - Ich will Gerechtigkeit [Live]

I was just offered a hoody of... ~some description~ ... i'm not saying what, for half the price my friend bought it for, and I'm debating whether or not to get it for another friend. It is her size (I would guess) and its amazing, and I think she would like it. Only thing is if her preferences change before June, which they could. Hmmm. I need the money first. All mine is being saved for a hoody at GIVE IT A NAMEEEE, which is in....24 dayssss!!!! WOOOOO. it's gunna be frickin' MEEENTAL!

Niiiice.

I apparently have "black emo hair" too, now. The comment was only made in a joke, which is fine, but urgh, when others call me it I get pissed ¬_¬

My back aches from the silly, little buffets in science, i'm tired 'cause I woke up at 6:30 this morning, and I have looooads of revision to do. But tomorrow is Friday, so it's all gravy.

:)

Woo!

I finally got told how to put video's up!!

THank you Ana, deaaar!

ich liebe dichhhh (:

Simple things

Listening to: Escape the Fate - Smooooooth

I LOVE THIS SONG. :]
Pop goes Punk is an amazing albummm (: rofl.

Today was pretty good. Our french teacher had no voice so we did a reading test for an hour -- which i got an A* in :]] and then we went on the mini laptops, although me, goodman & turner spent an hour listening to our ipods and emailing each other... even though they were right beside me. :)

Other than that nothing much happened.

I put on the Tokio Hotel theme to my photobucket earlier. Omnomnomnom. :]

Another (lame) edit:

I'm getting my hair cut next week. Yay :) Just in time for school photo's and GO:AUDIOOOO!!
im getting excited now. can you tell?

Tschuesss!
xxx

Misconceptions

Listening to: Lady Gaga - The Fame

Apparently I am the "form lesbian".
Apparently there has to be a "form lesbian".
Apparently "no" won't be taken as an answer.
What a ncie way to begin a ~sunny~ tuesday morning.

I have a new German tutor... that we pay, that's not on this course. She is lovely and, in her words, "i am brilliant, I amm brilliant".
I feel rather proud. :)

Change of plans

Listening to: Lostprophets - Push out the jive, bring in the love

I have never listened to this song before :)

I was going to rant earlier, but i'm not in the mood to anymore :) Which is a good thing.

Got my hair re-dyed by mother, looks the same as always:

Please ignore my face (:

But i'm bored of that colour. I want to be a little more colourful next time, I think. maybe blackish/brown with purple. I've seen some of them about, and if people at school can get away with BRIGHT red, or bleach blonde, I should be able to manage that. Mum seemed alright when I told her that, anyway.

It dawned on me today, some other people need help and never ask for it.

I love you :( xxx

:)

Listening to: Good Charlotte - The Anthem

I think today will be good too. I've already done some English revision. Finally, MY REVISION HAS BEGUN.

I'm now currently doing a bit of Deutsch, and having a laugh at Ben trying to mow the lawn. There are currently several wonky lines across the grass. It's highly amusing. He hasn't enough strengh the work the lawnmower. :)

Tra la, la

Listening to: Good charlotte - The Chronicles of Life and Death

I love this song, it's lyrics are so true. "one day you'll find out that life is just an idiot's parade". (L)

Hmm, despite my last post being somewhat negative, I have really enjoyed today. :D

I got a lot of work done, and then cleaned my room and the bathroom. Other than that, I haven't done anything, but I feel really good for some reason. I don't feel like this often, but my, my it's a nice feeling.

:)


I love this picture, he looked sooooo nice on that day.
AND I SAW HIM.
kinda.
time for a trip down memory lane. :)

Long time no blog.

Listening to: Go:Audio - Superman

2 WEEKS TODAY I will be seeing these sexy people. I can't waiiiiit. It will be my 5th gig of theirs. Lol, I'm dedicated!

I have yet to fathom out why I am on the computer, blogging, at... 9:12, on a Saturday morning, having already had breakfast, showered, hair dried and straightened, and have walked the dog... all of which I had done by 9. This is ridiculous. I'm so tired at the moment, for reasons I don't know. :( So because of that I'm going to bed at like, half 9, well I did tues, weds, thurs night, and then woke up at normal time, about 7 for school, but even then I was waking up before my alarm. Then last night I forced myself to stay awake another hour 'til half 10, but I still woke up at like, half 6. My body clock is all outta whack!! And I don't like it.

Umm. Oh, on said dog walk at 8:45, I got scowled at majorly by some old biddy~ish~ in a car. >_< Theres some guys cutting down these big-ass trees so they have a really loud machine thing to shred them after. My dog was scared of it. When we got to the road he kinda tried to cross over quickly to get away from it but this woman came around the corner. I, of course, dragged him back in plenty of time but she bitched at me and then I saw her talking *to herself* in the car as she drove away, shaking her head. Poor Bob, it's not his fault he was scared by the huge machine.

I have so much work to do today because I've done nothing this week, apart from on Monday, due to my tiredness after school. I'm not starting just yet, but at about 10 I will, so I'm off to browse some before I start.

Bye-di-bye!

Happy Birthday, Simmi

Listening to: Hey Monday - How you love me now

I think I have inhaled too many nail varnish remover fumes as my head feels all funny. xD Rofl.. nice way to start a Friday night. Lets get high on acetone!!

I'm so glad it's finally the weekend. Despite the rather large pile of work that I have to do, I am seeing The Humour and meeting Naomi for a second time tomorrow, which shall actually be jokes. I can't wait. Then it's 22 days till GO:AUDIO!!!! I cannot actually wait for that!!! :D

Short post today, I haven't a lot to say.

and oooohhh, ¡Feliz cumpleaños! Simona! I love youuuu!
<3

After an absence

Listening to: Kanye West - Love lockdown

I haven't blogged for a while. I haven't had the patience to, to be honest.

I've been everywhere these past few days, and it's been terrible. I've been the moodiest bitch ever, and it's been baaaad. I think I insulted a few people I didn't mean to and just blah, but I think I'm over it now... Tonight has been better.

I felt very loved today, was huugged several times and have had some nice conversations. Despite some grades that I got back and was not pleased with some, today has been quite okay. Although it feels like Friday, which means I won't want to go to school tomorrow. D: I shall have to drag my ass around all day and piss people off some more whilst being a tired cow. Sounds fun for other people.

Speaking of tired I'm falling asleep right now. I'm so tired and warm, but I can't go yet because Goodman is brb-ing and I need to speak to her before I go because the dear is trying to print some stuff off for me as my printer is being a homophobe and won't work for my COPE homework. Fucking thing isn't worth her time, bless. :') and ooooh, congrats to her, she got into NEW COLLEGE! and will ~hopefully~ be joining me in September, so I wont be a complete loner! YAY! :)

I'm already trying to get into the swing of college things; making my dinner on a night and going to be at half ten rather than 11, although at college it will probably have to be ten rather than half past, because I'm still tired on a morning now, and I'll be up half an hour earlier for college to catch the chuffing bus. 8-) Ah well. I will live. :) It's only for two years, after all.

This is becoming waffle now, so I think I'm gunna go and patiently wait for Goodman and then go to bed to try and finish my dream form two nights ago. It was so nice and lovely and I felt amazing in it. Why, oh, why does it have to be in my head and not real? :( Shame.

Wish me luck.

Gute Nacht, Leute :)
Ich liebe euch x

I'm such a bitch

Watching: Supersize vs Superskinny

I think this is the first time I haven't been listening to music whilst blogging. Hmm.

Blah I'm in such a weird mood, and said mood is making me seem all bitchy and pissy on msn. I can't help it, tough.

I have a mock interview tomorrow, and I can't be arsed. I spent ages sorting out my huge acheivement file into a smaller one, and order it, and they may not even look at it during the thing.

This blog makes no sense. ARGH. De-stresssss Jess >:(

I'm highly amused right now

Listening to: Paramore - Temporary

Omg, this was on myspace. I have totally just lol'ed the whole time doing it!:



In this quiz, you pick a band, and you have to use songs by that band to describe yourself.
Of course, I pick Tokio Hotel

1. Are you a male or female? -- Die Schoennes Maedchen aus dem all (I think it's that. Devilish ;D)

2. Describe yourself? -- Frei im Freien Fall

3. Describe your day? -- Jung und nicht mehr Jugendfrei

4. Describe where you currently live. -- 1000 Meere

5. If you could go anywhere, where would you go? -- Ich brech aus

6. Your best friend is? -- Heilig

7. Your favorite colour is? -- Schwarz

8. You know that... -- It's so hard to live (Devilish ;D)

9. What’s the weather like? -- Durch den Monsun

10. If your life was a television show, what would it be called? -- Thema Nr.1

11. What is life to you? -- Uebers ende der Welt

12. What is the best advice you have to give? -- Spring nicht

13. Describe your ex? -- Reden

14. Your current relationship status? -- Nach dir kommt nichts

15. What’s your favorite hobby? -- Lass uns heir Raus

16. When you think of your friends? -- Ich bin nich' Ich

17. What do your friends think of you? -- ...Wir schliessen uns ein

18. What does your current love interest think of you? -- Beichte

19. You always travel with? -- Wo sind eure Haende?

20. The best way to end a long day? -- Der letzte tag

21. Your occupation is? -- Nothing's like before (Devilish ;D)

22. When you grow up, you want to? -- Geh

23. What does your family think of you? -- Unendlichkeit

24. Your favorite food is? -- Stich ins Glueck

25. You want to be remembered as? -- Hilf mir Fliegen


Hahahaha :')

Late to bed, Early to rise

Listening to: Kings of Leon - Use somebody

I have to say, as amazing as their album is, I hate the album artwork. Four heads mashed together with a bird. Wtf is up with that?! Kinda spoils it a little.

I woke up at 7am this morning, if not earlier 'cause I kinda stared at the ceiling for a while before deciding to see what time it was. I am NOT impressed, and am now suffering the consequences of going to bed at around 2am, with a blinding headache. I was only up 'cause I was downloading somthing... which is still downloading now... only at 54%! after around 6 hours of downloading, because of course my laptop turned itself to standby in the middle of the night. Blah. It's worth it to have the thing on my ipod providing it works. :D haha. I won't jinx it by saying any more.

I learnt today that Lady Gaga is touring with Cinema Bizarre! WHY IN GODS NAME?! Is she crazy?! Well, apparantly so... She is sooo much better than them! (If you don't know who they are, they're some glam-rock, wanna be visual-kei, pop band from Germany who sing in English.) They're songs are mediocre, and are just about listenable to but nothing in the same league as Lady Gaga's. Alas, I will never know why she chose them.

Everyone seemed to get into Fishers sixth form yesterday, and now people are confused. Then it all crashed on me... I'm actually leaving them all. Some of them.. no offence, but I can't wait to get rid of, and others I don't want to. And the fact that I won't know anyone is beginning to bug and scare me already... in March! I'm so shy in new places, and I pretty much have just stuck to the same few friends for the past 5 years, other than a couple - online pals don't count. :( I don't even know if I can remember how to make friends!! Someone from my primary school is going, and she seems all up for going with me, but I've spoken to her like, what, once or twice? in the past 3 or 4 years. It's all so scary. I'm gunna be crapping myself the night before, I can just tell. ARGH!!

I bought some stupid jumper for my interview. It's nice but its not my style. It'll do, it's smart and office-like. Some jewellery will make it better. :)

...55% downloaded, after about 15 minutes since I checked. Yeah, that's how slow this thing is. Just being patienttt...

Aaaand lastly, I was checking out my photo-editing skills earlier. Haha, I'm sooooooo good.

See?!
Told you.
rofl.

I haven't heard these in ages!

Listening to: 30 seconds to mars - A beautiful lie

Tonight has been so weird. One minute I want to cry, and the next I'm laughing so hard at nothing. I think I've been kinda bitchy with someone people tonight, so they're probably not in the best of moods with me, too. Sorry guys. Please ignore me.

One thing though, someone dreamt about me. ^^, I got kidnapped by Tokio Hotel apparently, and when I rang her to tell her, she got kidnapped too. Sounds like fun. They can kidnapp me whenever they like!

I'm so tired. Going sleep soon.
Bon nuit!

Puzzled

Listening to: Mayday Parade - Jamie all over

Voila! The song my blogname came from. Clever huh? Only I changed to to my name, got rid of the capitals and mushed it all together. :D

Hmm, I'm in a mini-dilemma today. Seeing as everyone else, pretty much, is at Fishers sixth form interviews today, I'm wondering if I did the right thing not applying. Because, well, even though I don't want to go there AT ALL, going to Huddersfield (which is what I'm doing) is going to cause so much hassle, and pressure, and lack-of-time, and money for my mum. I know she only wants what is best for me (which is Hudds.) but it means she'll have to pay about £400 for travel for both years, then all the exchanges (two each year I think), and then all my books for English and everything else like trips for those, too. I guess there's not going back now... well, there is but there isn't... :S

I was gunna stick a video here, now, but I still don't know how. Rofl.

I'm not aloneee!

Listening to: Tokio Hotel - Unendlichkeit

Woooo, I found someone else - from my school, who lives not far from me, in the year above - who likes TH too! Ah it's a miracle! They seem to genuinely like the music too, not just because they think a member is cute (I know I do, but that's not the only reasons ;)) and they didn't hear about them from me (somehow)! It was Guitar Hero. "Monsoon" is on World Tour. :D Ahh, I'm so happy right now, whilst songs are sending and I'm generally bubbly.

Despite the fact I have a nagging stomach ache. :( Not gooood.

I've done shit all tonight, when I should have done more work. I was like, "It's Friday, I can't be assed, I won't do anything". So I didn't. I painted my nails bright blue and sat on my backside instead. Whoops. But I found out my German reading/writing/listening exams aren't until June, when I thought they were in May, which gives me a whole extra month to learn! WOO! I'm sooo happy about that. But my oral is still on the 7th of May. And I think my french is on the 8th, or a similar date around the same time. Gee, nice, two orals in two days. I will have 120 answers swimming in my head. Rofl. Wish me luck!

I got my time for my stupid mock-interview next week, which means I gotta go shopping this weekend for "smart clothes", as all I possess are jeans and band tee-shirts. Employers won't exactly like those, will they? And I'll have to dig out all my certificates, get rid of the ones I don't need (ie most of them) and short them out into a folder.

Ahh, this will be a fun weekend.

Anyway I got bored a while back and this is what occured:

My hair looks weird >____<

Once again...

Listening to: Elliot minor - Still figuring out

Ahh, *sigh* I just finished my CV. There's not a lot of shit on it, but I think the little shit that is on it is good. :D To say I did it in about five minutes, anyway!

Today has been another day where a whole lot of nothing happened, again. I got hit with a ball in PE, which caused a headache that has lasted all day, so that was crap. Double physics was the slowest thing that has ever happened to me -- I swear, it felt like ten hours, not two!! I hate physics, soooo much. Whoever likes it must have had a few too many balls to the head. -.-' Then French after school was alright, fixed my coursework so I guess it was worth it.

ARGHH my sister just did what she's not supposed to again. CAME IN HERE WHEN THE DOOR WAS SHUT! I need a lock. Really, really fast. Before she does it again.
... Too late. She did it again.
And to make it worse... SHE TICKLED ME!
I'm so ticklish it's unbelievable, right? and she uses it against me in the most terrible of ways. I actually hate being tickled now. It's just downright annoying. >:(

Oh, I actually finished that thing! Woooop. *is proud* Now I just have all the others to do. Ha ha, I'd better get started! ...or finished. :S Whichever.

Wish me luck getting rid of this headache I still have... 8 hours after I got it. :(

Gute Nacht.

Silly blog

Listening to: LaFee - Ein letztes mal

Ahhh i'm so jealous right now. I just read Amiee's blog and she posted about seeing TH a year ago today. Just made me think... I WANT TO SEE THEM!!! >:( How depressing is it. Why the facking faaack you gotta be German?! Pshh.
Sad, sad, silly teenage fangirl.
Yup, thats what you got right here. No more, no less.

Someone is being clingy at the minute, and the message to go away isn't getting through. I'm saying no more. I'll get into trouble. :(

I'm major bored. What to do, what to do. I should do that, because I need to finish it and I've been not doing it a lot lately... When I finish it I can move on to something else. Gah, why am I so lazy these days?

I'm not in a bad mood, but nothing good is happening right now.

This was a moan!blog, more or less, so enjoy the moan. I'm off to go be bored some more. Tarah.

It's all gooooood.

Listening to: LaFee - Krank

Today has been good. Plain and simple.

Last night on THUKST we had an amazing talk that involved Tom Kaulitz in pink and yellow Lycra, as our very own Mr Tomblobby. :D It is continuing tonight. Also, Amiee came up with the theory that Andreas is Bill's bitch. HAHAHAAA.
Shame. :')

Anwyay, I got a new sig on THUKST. I must say, I rather love it. Here, observe:



Short post, today. I can't be arsed writing a lot.
Auf weidersehen!

My bedroom door is shut for a reason

Listening to: Metalica - Fuel

That reason being so you don't come in. I really, reaaally hate when my sister just barges in and screams or something, and then disappears. It's like, FUCK OFF. If it's open, then come on in, by all means! But right now it's not, so stay away from me. >___<

Ahh, rant over.

Today was alright. Made up with Abi and Rach, and laughed at Abi being hungover, and the pictures of some some guy asleep on her last night. Got home, did homework, german, tea, blah blah and all that shit and now I'm rather bored.

...And there is a draft from somewhere. Brrr, cold! Need a hoodie... I'd get one if I could be arsed to move, but I can't, so alas I'll stay cold until I can be bothered to move the whooooole distance across my room.

I downloaded three Metallica albums earlier... so I have new tuneage to listen to! Woo! I need more, though, I'm extremely bored with the stuff on my iTunes as of now. It's not that there isn't a lot... just I've heard it all many times before. :( Hmm, I want more foreign stuff but I can't seem to find any. I may just have to raid youtube badstyle. Although not now. I should finish that thing for Naomi so I can move on and start/finish something else, but I don't know if I have the concentration for that right now; my brain hurts. :( I wore it out learning about "Arbeitspraktikum und so weiter". Ey, ey, you've got a clever one, 'ere. ;) Rofl. *cough*, yeah sure.

Shuffled

Listening to: Aiden - Darkness

Today has been, umm, I'm not sure. I can't seem to find a word to pinpoint what I want to say. Hmm. It may come to me. Whatever, not important. 

To begin today, I was woken up by my sister's DINGDINGDING noise of msn going off... at 11. Why on earth was she online at 11? Who in their right mind is up and awake enough to be using msn at that unearthly hour? ~I know, drama queen, not-a-morning-person person. *insert eye rolly face here* So yeah, I woke up slightly disgrunted, and then told her to turn the fucking sound off. After chugging down the morning coffee and no breakfast, mum said we'd sort out my room today.

See, it used to be that my desk was in the corner and I only had a small space for a chair to sit at, and all I could really fit in said small space was this really hard buffet from Ikea, and try sitting on that for more than half an hour without your back hurting. It's not nice. So mother said we could swap my bed with my desk & bookshelf to make more space. But, because we did this my posters were all in the wrong place. Of course, I just HAD to fix them. (If you don't know, my posters are my life, as sad as it is, I know, I know.) So I spent a good hour, taking them all down and then another 1-2 hours putting them all back up again in different places. I got slightly frustrated 'cause I wanted none of them in the same place as before, so I was trying to remember where they all were previously whilst also trying to get them to fit just right. I have a weird OCD where they have to look right, I'm weird. I also added my almost-life-size poster to my walls, rather than having it on my door, because my sister was beginning to rip it! Bitch. -.-'

But they're all sorted now. Amidst all that, I saw that Rachel's personal message was bitching about me, though I don't know if it was her or Abi that wrote it. "First draft of the year book finished. With no help from Jess" Oh, SHUT UP! I would not have given you my password so you can just go and fuck off with your stupid fucking yearbook. >___<

I managed to eventually finish my science and history coursework, so they ~should~ be out the way now. *DANCE!*

Then at tea there was an argument over how many chocolate buttons Ben took, and I dried up.

Now I'm here, considering writing and trying to find something to do. I've downloaded Google Chrome, but it won't let me play youtube and I'm being sent video's.

This is how interesting my life is whilst everyone else is out. Woo?